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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
/ 5/25/2005 03:00:00 pm Another day.. Yeapz. Today skipped Physics lecture.. Cos I think I need a rest. I am simply too tired.. Both physically and mentally.. Yups.. So I stayed in the library with Junwei, Desmond, Michelle, Kristle, Jerald and some others who also pon-ed the lecture. Yups. Physics tutorial was fun.. I almost fell asleep during Econs today. Woke up, the lesson is over. Rushed down to the canteen to finish up my Chinese homework while eating. Today, we did compo for Chinese lesson.. Talked lotsa crap among Joan, woonhan and me. Haha. Oh yahhs.. Anyway, today is Joan's birthday.. =D .. After Chinese lesson, did some stuffs.. Then went to Bedok to meet my cousin. We went to watch a movie.. My Boyfriend is Type B.. A korean show.. The moment I saw the lead actor.. I had a shock. My first thought was him.. He has eyes exactly the same as him.. Haiz.. Anyway.. That show was nice.. I don't know how to describe it.. Yups.. It's just nice.. =) .. Just reached home not long ago.. Came online and saw him.. Chatted awhile.. He seems busy.. So we didn't talk much.. I don't know how to tell him that I wanted to ask him out on my birthday.. So I ended up asking him AGAIN whether he is free during the June holidays not.. [I m such a failure.. =/ ] .. Yups so he told me that he's not sure.. It's raining now.. feeling kind of moody now.. It reminds me of that Saturday night.. =c .. Anyway, I hope he sleeps well tonight.. These few days I have been thinking a lot about us.. I wanted to tell him how I feel.. But I realised that things are already different from the past.. I can no longer talk to him like the way I talked to him everyday then.. =c .. I actually cried last night again while having those 'flashbacks' of us.. Haha.. Sounds so dramatic.. But it's true.. = .. I really feel that my life is so incomplete without him.. Everything is in a mess.. As in.. Real mess. I just realised that i'm back to depression mode again.. Which isn't a good sign.. I seriously need someone to talk to..... Mayday's 'Hui Lai Ba' lyrics kept running thru my mind.. 所有的人 都说时间是魔法 说 总有一天 我能忘记 最深爱的他 为什么呢 想念每天都增加 痛 钻进灵魂 占据回忆 在生命发芽 呐喊 挣扎 期待的 未来啊 难道这么就算了吗 .. |
