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Monday, May 16, 2005
..../ 5/16/2005 12:34:00 am Just woke up.. Never get a good sleep last night.. Kept waking up.. So equals to never sleep.. My head still hurts.. And my eyes are still a bit swollen after crying.. The moment I woke up this morning, i felt emptiness in me.. The first thought that came into my mind is.. "why do i have to wake up?".. there was an urge for me to cry.. and i did.. Thoughts are running through my mind now.. Can't think of what to write.. I had no motivation to do anything.. I don't look forward to anything too.. The hope in me has just died.. Everything really seems like a dream.. And now i'm back to the reality.. Yeapz they say the reality is cruel.. It seems to me that it's true now..Maybe everything I needed now is time.. Time to heal everything.. And also my friends.. Yupz.. I really don't want this to affect my studies.. But I know I couldn't.. So I might just flunk the faculty test this week..? Who knows.. Mixed emotions.. I need someone to talk to.. |
