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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
/ 10/27/2009 03:16:00 pm food poisoning. period cramps. work in the morning. assignments to complete. no peace in the day. can't sleep in the night. i can stand no more. luckily ah dear is taking me in :D .. till my dissertation submission.. i'm moving tonighttttt! :O :O :O :O |
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Saturday, October 24, 2009
/ 10/24/2009 08:03:00 pm For those who knew I have a demented grandma who screams whole day long from morning to midnight and all the way to morning for nothing..... Okay a couple of years ago before grandma was demented, my parents had a room to themselves, my 2 brothers shared a room, and grandma and I shared a room until she was a bit demented and my parents had to employ a maid (I call her auntie) to take care of her.. So now I have to let my bed out to auntie. And then my 2nd bro got married and my big bro got one whole big room to himself. He refused to share with me cos he "wanted some privacy". Okay fine. So everynight I had to sleep in the living room. SOFA. When grandma's dementia was getting worse, she starts screaming the whole day for nothing, keep asking people to "hurry up! hurry up!" in hokkien.. Unlike the rest of my family who can't hear anything when their room doors are closed, I get woke up almost every night and every morning (around 6-7am?) by grandma. And during the day when I had to rush my assignments or study for exams, grandma's sharp voice would always be piercing through my ears -.- ... Oh and talking about grandma's screaming, she screams on every occasions when she had nothing to do. For instance, when she's lying on the bed, she's bathing, she's eating, she's in the toilet doing her businesses, she's waiting for her meals to be served, when auntie brings her for a scroll downstairs.... EVERY + ANY occasions.... She's even screaming now. So just now when I was going to start on my assignment, grandma was screaming at auntie to ask her to "hurry up!" while she's washing the dishes. So I told grandma to be patient and wait for auntie to finish washing the dishes. But immediately after I finished, she screams again. So I repeated myself that auntie is doing the dishes, and then she screams again. So I just kept repeating. And then freaking big brother suddenly shouted at me and threatened to whack me. FINE. I GOT SO PISSED. He freaking has his own room and the luxury to enjoy peace while doing his work and the luxury to sleep on his own bed every night and the luxury to not get his sleep disturbed. You think he will understand how I felt throughout these freaking years at home deprived of a place to rest deprived of an undisturbed sleep deprived of a peaceful place to study at home deprived of a bed to even sit on?!?!?!?! Bloody hell so he thinks he got the rights to scream at me?!?!! FISH LAH. ZZZ. K lah finished complaining. Damn upset. People's brother can understand and sympathise with their sister but not this idiot at home. Si bei sianz. Oh and for the most or some of you who has the luxury of having your own room, you are freaking fortunate. |
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Sunday, October 11, 2009
/ 10/11/2009 09:49:00 pm  I'm amazed by what Microsoft Paint can do :D |
