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Thursday, March 23, 2006
/ 3/23/2006 12:58:00 pm bad day. sick. didn't go to school. gonna miss a lot of lessons; new phy lect on quantum phy. phy tutorial. maths tutorial on numerical methods. econs tutorial. i'm seriously dead. last but not least, tml got test. die. ---------- ignore this part, cos i will be complaining a lot. =x ---------- hai.. i tink im under depression again. very sian. life these days like so screwed. ahh dunno why, it's like.. i dun look forward to going for band prac.. i dun look forward to going to school.. apparently, there's nothing for me to look forward to lah. nothing for me to be happy about in school and at home also. i dunno why lah, just feeling very sian-ed. =/ .. sometimes i just feel very alone.. my parents work everyday and when they got home, they dun really talk to me.. not that im saying that it's their fault lah.. sometimes i really need their attention also wad.. then my brothers are not close to me at all lah, so they never really talk to me also.. aiya, dunno lah, i just feel that everyday is so baozha-ed. :( oh yah.. then most of the time when im busy, i tend to neglect my frens also.. cos everyday go home so late.. reach home sure do homework, watch da chang jin =x, then slp one wad.. aiya.. dunno lah, i also feel bad when i neglect my sec sch frens wad.. but wad to do.. ppl friday end sch so early den can go out meet their frens.. i friday end sch at 9pm.. then sec sch class got gathering i also cannot go, everything also cannot go.. very sian lah. then band like takes up so much of our time.. my mum told the P that i need to concentrate on my studies BUT the P says wad, many of the band seniors did well in their studies.. sai lor.. go ard and ask lah.. ask how many of the band seniors actually did well enuff to make it to uni.. aiya i dunno lah.. im like complaining a lot like that.. just let me complain lah.. if i nv let it out i tink i will just badaboom one day. =/ =/ |
